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Bring on all those final exams and term
papers, I'm at my creative pinnacle...only now I can't sit still, or concentrate! I
have no idea what I just read in the past 30 pages of Ecology...who cares? I can
wing it.
Embarrassing my friends at IHOP is way more fun anyway...I'll blame it on the
coffee. Don't need to study...don't need anyone There's that wonderfully
devoted boyfriend again trying to help his visually impaired girlfriend.…
QUIT DOING THINGS FOR ME; I
DON'T NEED HELP OR YOU! ( I can't help myself, but I will regret those words with
all I have later when I'm stable & apologize profusely.) Though he assures me
time and again that he loves me no matter what,
I still wonder if I'll push him too far some day without knowing it at the moment or
knowing how to control & prevent it. Mania seems great in theory, but when it's
out of control it wreaks havoc.
Motka
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